Old School BMX freestyle, art and creative stuff, the future and economics, and anything else I find interesting...
Saturday, September 27, 2025
AFA Masters flatland- Austin, Texas- 1987
Wednesday, October 16, 2024
Talking flatland with Fish Johnson
Wednesday, December 13, 2023
Four BMX photos that I got published in magazines in the 1980's
Dave Voelker, blasting ten feet out of the rickety, 8 foot high, AFA Socko quarterpipe in 1987. This photo ran in BMX Action, not sure what issue, in 1987. Dave was always one of the most fun riders to watch ride, in contests or just screwing around outside. His riding blew my mind many times. #steveemigphotos
This wasn't a traditional contest, it was a Guinness Book of World Records contest. Brian Blyther won the high air part, with a 10' 2" air, setting the first official world record high air. Everyone new it was close with Voelker's high air, but the judges gave Brian the win. But with my Pentax ME Super, which was pretty much idiot proof, I snapped this shot from across the way showing that Dave Voelker at what looks to be about 10' 2". Dave rode his whole career for GT, touring the U.S. and the world promoting GT and Dyno bikes, and freestyle itself, for 25 years or so. He was always one of the guys going the biggest, and one of the most exciting riders to watch.
There are two ways to great photos. You can shoot photos of something great. Or you can shoot great technical photos of something. Ideally, a good photographer continually improves their the technical skills, so they can, when the opportunity presents itself, shoot a technically great photo of something great. Then, in more controlled circumstances, they can shoot incredibly good technical photos of something that may not be great in of itself, but the quality of the photo makes it an amazing shot. Some of the most historic photos are those taken by average photographers that happened to be at the right place at the right time to capture a historic moment.
Technology always scared me, I never did learn how to use a light meter, for example. So I've always tried to take pretty good shots of things that are interesting by their nature. I got interested in shooting photos during a couple of weeks when we studied photography in 9th grade physics class. I was living in New Mexico at the time, and had a little, old, 126 box camera. I started trying taking cool photos with that. I remember shooting photos of a tortoise that wandered through our yard, next to a model car. I hand made a little road sign that said, "Nuclear Test Site 2 miles." The tortoise, in the photos was bigger than a car, a nuclear mutant. Those weren't very good, but it got me started trying to take interesting photos. At some point I upgraded to a Kodak 110 Instamatic, the vacation snapshot camera almost everyone owned in the 1970's and early 1980's. That's when I started looking through big photo books at the mall, and trying to take better photos, when I was about 14, as a kid in New Mexico, with the simplest of cameras.
Sunday, August 27, 2023
AFA Masters Austin 1987- Texas Pro Flatland- the 3rd video I directed
Wednesday, February 1, 2023
BMX Plus! video- Freestyle's Raddest Tricks- My first BMX freestyle video
Thursday, January 5, 2023
Martin Aparijo now... he just keeps getting smoother
Friday, March 25, 2022
33 years ago today Mat and Joe did some things...
A Facebook post by Mat Hoffman just reminded me where I was 33 years ago today. I was in Kitchener, Ontario, Canada, shooting video of a 2-Hip King of Vert contest for Unreel Productions. Mat landed the first 900 in a contest that day (at 14:43), and Joe Johnson landed the first double tailwhip air on vert. Epic day of BMXness. This is about fifteen minutes of my footage of that day, narrated by Eddie Roman and friends for the 2-Hip video, Ride Like a Man.
Saturday, January 22, 2022
How a decision changed the direction of my riding in 1987
Monday, November 22, 2021
Why the hell are you wasting your time on that stupid idea?
Me (Steve Emig), doing a Robert Peterson inspired balance trick, on my Skyway BMX bike, in the summer of 1985, at the Boise Fun Spot. Photo by co-worker Vaughn Kidwell.
In the photo above, I was 19-years-old, wearing way-to-short Op cord shorts, which I thought were what guys in California wore then. I was wrong. At that job I managed 12 employees, while making $3.10 an hour during the day, and practiced tricks on my bike for 2-3 hours every night. Everyone thought I was an idiot for wasting all my time on a "little kid's bike."
I got into BMX in 1982, while in high school, and everyone wondered why I spent so much time riding a "little kid's bike." I told them BMX freestyle was this cool, new,emerging sport. They didn't believe me. I graduated high school from Boise High in 1984, and I didn't have money for college, so I got a job at a big Mexican restaurant, and kept riding my bike as much as possible. I was one of the first 3 or 4 BMX freestylers in Idaho, and rode with Jay Bickel on the reformed version of the first Idaho trick team, the Critical Condition Stunt Team.
My family moved to San Jose, California in June of 1985, because my dad got a new job there. I rented a room at my best friend's house for the summer, and worked at the Boise Fun Spot as the manager. It had six carnival rides, a food stand, and a miniature golf course (I tied the course record, 31 for 18 holes), and was in Julia Davis Park, near the zoo, by the Boise River. It's gone now, there's a playground where The Fun Spot used to be. When The Fun Spot closed in August, I packed up my ugly, brown, 1971 Pontiac Bonneville, and drove solo to San Jose, and moved back in with my family.
I quickly got a job at a local Pizza Hut, and wondered how to find the BMX freestylers in the Bay Area. In those pre-internet days, things like that were hard. So I started publishing a zine about freestyle, and passed it out at local bike shops, hoping to meet some other riders. It worked, I soon met some San Jose local riders, and they told me about the monthly ramp jams, and that led me to Sunday sessions at Golden Gate Park, the tightest scene in freestyle at the time. I kept publishing a zine monthly, and sending copies to several BMX industry people. Pretty much everyone thought publishing a zine was pretty stupid, and it eventually ate up half my monthly pay from Pizza Hut.
The article in the August, 1986 issue of FREESTYLIN' magazine, where my zine, San Jose Stylin', was called the best in the U.S. at the time.Then in July of 1986, I got offered a job at BMX Action and FREESTYLIN' magazines. At age 20, I moved to Southern California with a bike, a suitcase, and $80. I didn't really click with the guys at the magazines, and got laid off after 5 months. They hired a biker/skater kid from Maryland named Spike Jonze to replace me, and I went on to edit a freestyle newsletter. That led to me producing low budget BMX videos in 1987.
In 1988, I had the idea to do an "audio zine" about BMX, basically a cassette tape with contest highlights, interviews, some music I liked, and stuff like that. That didn't take off, and people thought it was a dumb idea. But it was basically an early version of a podcast, just 30 years too early. Sometimes an idea is just way ahead of technology.
I had another idea in 1988. The Godfather of BMX himself, Scot Breithaupt, sold a TV series to ESPN to produce bike shows. He and his editor rented our edit bay and cut the shows at night. I got the job of hanging out while they were editing. One night Scot asked if I had any ideas for the next show. I told him street riding was the hot new thing in BMX, and it took me about 20 minutes to sell him on that idea. I ended up helping him put on the first made-for-TV bike street contest, six years before the X-Games. It was called The Huntington Beach Street Scene. Short on time and money, Scot used me and riding buddy Randy Lawrence in the intro, as well. Even Scot wasn't sure about street riding, it was something BMXers had always done, he couldn't understand it as its own genre'. But the show wound up getting the best ratings of any show in his series.
In 1990, after working at the Vision Skateboard video company for 2 1/2 years, I decided to self-produce a BMX video. Only a couple riders, Eddie Roman, and Mark Eaton, had tried that at the time. Even riders couldn't figure out why I was making my own video. BMXer/mountain biker Dave Cullinan asked me, why are you making a video, you don't have a company? I told him I wanted to make a video that showed our real riding, not doing flatland, in a uniform, at a miniature golf course, something that one business did in their video. In 1990, I shot and produced a video called The Ultimate Weekend. I lost a bunch of money, but helped show other people that us BMX freestylers could actually produce our own videos. I wound up making the first BMX videos for the AFA, 2-Hip, and S&M Bikes. I produced or edited 12 early BMX videos in all, becoming one of the pioneers in the rider-made video movement, which happened in BMX, skating, snowboarding, and inline in the early 1990's. Obviously making videos has become a huge part of action sports, as the sports, and technology, continue to progress.
I published my first zine of poetry in 1992, with nearly 100 poems. That didn't seem like a good idea, even to me, but my nickname, The White Bear, came from the first poem in that zine. I did a handful of other zines during the 90's, 2 more of poetry, and 3 or 4 of action sports and random stuff. I've published over 40 zines, several 48 pages or more, in my life. People always think zines are kind of dumb, until you give them one, then they think they're cool. Zines blew up in the 90's, with thousands being published worldwide. Even one popular song mentioned them.
Many years later, I wound up homeless, while working as a taxi driver, living in my cab. When the business really took a dive (before Uber and Lyft), in 2007, I wound up totally living on the streets. No booze, no drugs, just the wrong job at the wrong time. After a year, I went to stay with my family for a while. My parents, and my sister's family, all wound up in North Carolina, though we were originally from Ohio. I went there in November of 2008, as the Great Recession economic collapse was happening. With nothing to do, and unable to find any job at all in NC, I used my parents' computer, and started blogging about my days in the BMX industry in the 1980's. In North Carolina, they though BMX was stupid, and most people didn't really know what a blog was.
I had never spent much time online before that, I was a Luddite, and didn't think much of the internet in general. But with nothing but time in NC, I started "surfing the web," as we called it back then, and blogging about BMX. No one thought anything would come of my blogging, especially me. But I've written over 2,400 blog posts across more than 25 blog ideas, and have raked in over 240,000 total page views, on personal blogs, in 12 1/2 years. I got real depressed in late 2012, a couple of months after my dad's death, and deleted all my blogs. But there are still well over 1,000 posts that I've written since then, online.
Later in 2015, still unable to find any job in NC, I decided to take my weird form of Sharpie art drawings, that I call Sharpie Scribble Style, and start selling them. I was living with my mom then, and literally didn't have a dime to my name when I started. I had my Sharpies, a sketch pad, and a $65 refurbished laptop. No one thought my Sharpie art would sell, even me. But I had few options at the time. I'd applied for over 140 local jobs, over a couple of years, and got 1 call back, but not hired.
Kurt Cobain Sharpie drawing that was in my first, and only, solo art show. The show was a small one, at Earshot Music in Winston-Salem, NC, in 2017. The shop owner, Phred, has since passed away, which is terrible, he was a really cool guy, and totally helped the music and art scenes in W-S.So I started drawing every day, stepping up my art game. Who did I hit up to sell drawings? The BMXers around the U.S. and the world that read my blog. I had a solid following of several hundred readers at the time. Google #sharpiescribblestyle, on an image search, and you can see a bunch of my drawings. I've sold about 90 originals, and they take 40-45 hours each to draw. I didn't get rich, I didn't even make a living, but I survived as a "working artist," for five years, and am now known mostly as a blogger and Sharpie artist. Thanks to old freestyle friend Ron Camero, you can see prints of my drawings in several Wahoo's Fish Tacos locations. That's about the coolest "gallery" there is for action sports artists and photographers, in Southern California.
Do you see a trend here? OK, I excel at not making much money, that's one trend. But throughout my life, over the last 35 years, I kept getting ideas to try something new, something kind of weird or crazy. Every freakin' time, a whole bunch of people told me those ideas were stupid, and that I was wasting my time. This happens to everyone who has new ideas, and tries to make them happen. Over those years, I got much more in touch with my own creativity, and learned to work with my own creative process. Sometimes the ideas, like zines and BMX videos, turned into whole scenes, even creative movements. Some ideas, like the audio zine, fizzled out.
I've learned that whenever you get into something new, nearly everyone thinks it's a bad idea, BECAUSE... it's something new. It's outside their frame of reference. Once an idea takes off, most of those same people who talked shit tell their friends, "I always told him that would work." Most of the haters come around, at least those close to you. That's the arc of creation. You just have to endure and work through it.
"The person with a new idea is a crank, until the idea succeeds"
-Mark Twain
Recently I've been diving in and learning about art and NFT's, Non Fungible Tokens. In a couple weeks of research, I've learned one thing. There's something to these. From the creators, and the traders, buying and selling them, there's a crazy, frantic energy of this quickly moving thing. I recognize that energy from the early days of freestyle. Then there are the Haters. Much of the established art world, old school bankers who say crypto is going to crash (uh... like fiat already is?). And the Haters are really vocal. That's a sign something pretty cool is happening. Oh, and unlike the other movements I've been a part of, this one has ridiculous amounts of money involved. That's good and bad. But being a homeless artist sucks a lot more than being a pretty well set artist, I can tell you that.
I don't know where this whole thing is headed, but I'm already seeing that crazy energy in the NFT world, art, gaming, metaverse/VR, all across the board. I'll be making a few NFT's of some of my creative work in the not too distant future, and testing out the waters. I'm still in the deep dive and intense learning phase in all of this, but I already see there's something to all this new tech, and all the creativity surrounding it.
So that's my main focus at the moment, learning something new, a new direction to take my creative work. We'll see where it leads. But the more I dig in, not to the crazy money, but the actual creativity and work being done behind the scenes, the more interesting it gets. I've had this feeling before. I think it's going be a fun ride. I'll end with a meme I made about a couple of bike riders who had a really crazy idea a while back.
Tuesday, May 5, 2020
Cooped Up: Practicing Robert Peterson balance tricks in my bedroom BITD
The irony of today's world is kind of weird, from my point of view. A virus, one of the tiniest things on planet Earth, has mutated into a form infectious to humans, and is wreaking havoc on hundreds of millions of us intelligent, sophisticated, technological, human beings. This is something that happens in nature, generally when animal populations get too numerous for the environment. Human scientists, understanding how viruses operate, have decreed a bunch of rules to keep this virus from spreading to more people than absolutely necessary. Because of this, most of you have been mostly cooped up in your house or apartment, very likely not working, for 4 to 6 weeks, or so.
Meanwhile, since years of really weird events have led to me being homeless right now, I'm wandering the streets of Los Angeles county, primarily in the San Fernando Valley. Like oh my God, fer shur. Homeless people have largely been left outside to die in this pandemic, myself included. Most of the businesses and places we rely on to survive, like fast food restaurants, and the libraries, have been shut down. So basically, while you were bummed about having to watch 17 hours of Netflix a day, I was trying to find a bathroom to take a dump. While most of you are chomping at the bit to get outside, and move around and ride, eat out, go to a club, and shop like normal, I'm working towards the day when I have my own apartment again, and can hole up and draw and write 14 hours a day... on purpose. Irony. On both sides of this equation, we have adapted, dealing with the weird rules, as this pandemic plays out across the U.S., and much of the world. As it turned out, being stuck outside turned out to be a blessing, since many communal living places, like homeless shelters, nursing homes, jails and prisons, are turning into virus hot spots, with many people dying.
In March and April, I spent a month seeking out power outlets where I could charge my laptop, and wifi guest spots still open, since McDonald's and the library, my usual work spots, are closed. I was barely able to keep up with posts and comments on Facebook, while most of you consumed more media than ever. Because of this, at a time when I really wanted to be writing the most I could, I have been blogging the least.
Searching my mental data banks for a blog post subject for all of you still cooped up, Robert Peterson came to mind. I first heard of Skyway's Master of Balance in an article in FREESTYLIN', in 1984, I think. Most pro rider' tricks seemed beyond me then, though I was full bore into freestyle, my skills on a freestyle bike were just starting to build. Bert's balance tricks showed me something I could start on that day, and then build upon. I could balance on my front peg, with my bars turned sideways, and soon climbed up, standing on the front wheel, and got the hang of balancing there.
I spent the Idaho winter of 1984-1985 in my small bedroom, in Boise, balancing on my bike, moving around from peg to front tire, learning to move around my bike in a tiny space, indoors. I learned to do The Peterson, the no-footed trick you see Bert do at :39 in the clip above. I also learned Dave Nourie stomach stands, and other balance variations. When I slipped and fell, I'd hit my bed, with one arm, my dresser with the other, and sometimes hit my head on my nightstand. That's how small my riding area in my room was. I learned to balance on the bike and juggle three tennis balls that winter, which became a signature trick for me in shows and the first contests. Then I learned to balance on the bike, and juggle two tennis balls and a bread knife from the kitchen. Balancing and juggling became a standard part of my trick show and contest routine. I even had "Go for the Juggler" printed on the butt of my leathers. Really. Go ahead, laugh, it's pathetic. But it was the 1980's, we were just making all this freestyle stuff up, a lot of goofiness ensued.
The next August, 1985, I moved to San Jose, California, with my family, and became a part of the San Francisco Bay Area riding scene. I met the Skyway guys, Robert Peterson, Maurice Meyer, Oleg Konings, and Hugo Gonzales. Later on I got to know Eddie Roman and "little Scotty Freeman, " as we called him then, as well. Since I was riding a Skyway T/A then that seemed epic.
San Jose was much warmer than Boise in the winter, and I could ride outside much of the time. But that winter of 1984-85, sessioning my bedroom, doing balance tricks, helped shape my early days as a BMX freestyler. I even invented a third version The Peterson. Bert invented the trick, hold the front brakes, and take both feet off the front tire, while balancing over the front end. Then he came up with version #2, doing The Peterson, one handed. My third version was to do a Peterson, but lift the back wheel off the ground, balancing no footed with only the front wheel touching the ground. I could balance 10 to 15 seconds, like that. I showed Robert my variation outside of Beach Park Bikes one day, and got his official approval on The Peterson, version #3. I was pretty stoked, as we both spent a few minutes doing my variation of his trick.
BMX freestyle, as we used to call this sport-type thing, is all about adapting, to begin with. Bob Haro took a standard BMX bike, adapted to its form, and started inventing tricks on that little machine. A whole bunch of us other weirdos thought it looked fun, and joined the party. So now, 35ish years later, a tiny virus has upended our lives. I thought a blog post about sessioning in my bedroom all one winter, doing Peterson-inspired balance tricks, would be a good reminder that whatever life throws at us, we have to adapt to it. So if you're cooped up and jonesing to ride, this may give you an idea. Get the bike in the family room, in the garage, the back patio, or up on the roof, and see if there are any balance tricks left in your trick bag.
In other blog news, I think this blog, Steve Emig: The White Bear, has pretty much run its course. I'm going to let this one creep up to 100,000 page views, which it's real close to. Then I'll let it sit here, for anyone who follows a link to one of the nearly 700 posts. I've started two new blogs, and I'll start focusing on those two soon. Here are the links to the new blogs:
I have a new blog about BMX, skateboard, and action sports spots, check it out:
I also have my online book/blog thing, explaining my thoughts on the long term trends leading into the tumultuous 2020's.
Friday, April 24, 2020
Five of most most popular Old School BMX Freestyle posts...
"Ride Like a Girl? Damn... I wish I could these days" January 4th, 2020
"The Story of my Keychain: Part 5- Eddie Fiola and I meet Mat Hoffman and Steve Swope without realizing it" - July 10th, 2019
"Josh White's First Tailwhip Jump" - May 22nd, 2019
"Scotty Cranmer pits Trey Jones and Big Bog against 80's Tricks"- May 19th, 2019
"Chris Moeller in "Leg Muscles: The Chain Wallet" - March 11th, 2019
I have new blogs I'm focusing on now, check them out...
The Big Freakin' Transition- the future and economics
Crazy California 43- Weird, cool, and historic locations in California.
Stench: Homeless Super Hero- A fictional story about an unlikely super hero.
Full Circle- A blog about creativity and writing.
Tuesday, March 24, 2020
Before the word "huck," there was Hugo Gonzalez
I wrote a whole big post offline, but when I went to cut and paste it, the code got wacky, and wouldn't format. So I'll write a new post. 13 years of blogging, I'm still a technical numbskull.
Like most of you who read my Old School BMX freestyle posts, I got into BMX, and then freestyle, in a place far away from Southern California, where both were born. As a kid in the 1970's in Ohio, I rode a Schwinn Scrambler knockoff, made from my dad's collection of spare bike parts. He was a packrat, and had tons of junk, so a purple, spray painted, 20 inch rat bike was my first ride. Then came the red, white, and blue banana seat three speed, T-shift on the down tube, for my 8th birthday. $50, straight from Grant's (like K-mart).
Like most of you reading this, I was soon reading every single word of every BMX magazine that I could scrape up money to buy, back in 1983. I learned the names of those skatepark riders, Eddie Fiola, the first King of the Skateparks, Brian Blyther, Mr. Smooth, and Mike Dominguez, the up-and-coming super kid back then. Also in the mix were Rich Sigur, Tony Murray, Donovan Ritter, Steve McCloud, Brian Deam, Jeff Carroll, and a few more. But there was one who always stood out. Hugo Gonzalez. I soon learned from the magazines that he was the guy who would think up the craziest stunt to try every contest. Landing seemed completely optional for Hugo's last trick, and often some of the other tricks in his run. The high airs and new tricks of the other skatepark riders were amazing, but I soon began to wonder, "What did Hugo do at that contest?"
In Del Mar he raced across the long, concrete halfpipe, and launched a tabletop over the fence, crash landing in the next bowl. The next year he 360'd over the fence, and almost landed it. Hugo did the fence bounce at Pipeline, flying out of the banked section, landing sideways on the chainlink fence, then flying back into the bowl. That was the first recorded "wall ride" in BMX. He did the endo drop-in to knockout in the Pipe Bowl. A downside footplant attempt, out of the Pipe Bowl, on another rider's crossbar. Huge canyon airs at quarterpipe comps. 540 attempts over canyons. The big 720 launch off the pier an into the ocean, somewhere (photo sequence is in a Hugo tribute video on YouTube). Before we used the word "huck" much, there was Hugo. Is it a coincidence that those two words both start with "Hu?" Like, "Huh? Did he think he could land that?" I doubt it.
My personal favorite Hugo stunt was one that I think happened in Vancouver, in 1984. There was a contest at a horse track, much like the track at any fairgrounds anywhere. There was a paved area on the infield, where the contest was held, with a single quarterpipe at one end, and a wedge ramp at the other. There was nothing to gap to. No landings, no other ramps, no roof to flyout on. My teammate from Idaho, Jay Bickel, and his family went to the comp, and Jay's mom caught Hugo's run on video. I saw it when they got back. For his last trick, Hugo went hauling ass at the lone quarterpipe, and just launched off the side of it, to the left. He got 9-10 feet off the ground, in a big, tweaked out, semi-tabletopped arc. He flew over about fifteen feet of asphalt, over the rope fence, and went another 6-8 feet. He didn't even try to land it. He was leaned over in a table, and just landed in the grass, 20-25 feet from the ramp, in a tabletop. He just fucking launched into nothing. It was so ridiculous, and epic at the same time.
So for my 6th Old School BMX Freestyle pro drawing, I drew this pic below of Hugo. It's not his craziest trick. It's my Sharpie art take on a cool close-up photo (a BMX Plus cover shot), and it's at Pipeline Skatepark, where he did several epic stunts. He's also riding a Skyway, the sponsor he's best known for.
I first met Hugo at the Beach Park Ramp Jams in 1985, held at the shop in Foster City, at the bike shop where Robert Peterson worked. Hugo wouldn't do insane stunts at the ramps jams where it was just locals riding, but he pushed his quarterpipe airs to the limit. When you talked to him, he was cool and down to Earth, then he'd got on his bike and just go nuts.
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