Wednesday, April 2, 2025

R.I.P. Val Kilmer


Here's Val Kilmer as Thomas Van Allen, who is living as Danny Parker, in the Pooh Bear breakfast scene in the little known movie, The Salton Sea.  Danny is trying to get Pooh Bear on tape agreeing to a big drug deal for some crank.  But this isn't Pooh Bear's first rodeo.  This is an incredibly well made movie, chock full of really memorable characters.  You should watch this movie.  If you're in recovery form meth, crank, or coke, this movie will probably knock you off the wagon.  But it will be worth it.  Luckily, I'm a pizza addict, drugs aren't my thing, so I can watch this movie with reckless abandon.  After you watch The Salton Sea movie, look up the actual place, the Salton Sea, it's story is just as crazy as the movie.  

"The greatest words on written page
Only come to life when you're on stage"
excerpt from "Actress," a poem I wrote fin about 1990.  I wrote the poem for my sister Cheri's best friend, Alisa, who's been a diehard actress since a young age.  I lost, and have forgotten the rest of the poem.  

I'm really sorry to hear about the death of actor Val Kilmer.  He just died at age 65.  I'm generally not huge a fan of specific actors, male or female, but some actors would just keep showing up in movies that became my personal favorites.  Val Kilmer was one of those.  

Of course, the Hollywood press, like in this Entertainment Tonight tribute, reminds everyone of his best known roles, Iceman in Top Gun, Bruce Wayne and Batman in Batman Forever, Jim Morrison in The Doors, and Doc Holiday in Tombstone.  All great roles.  But none of those roles are why I've been a fan of Val Kilmer's work since the late 1980's.  

It's easy to talk shit about actors in general.  People say they're all shallow, self-absorbed, and narcissistic.  People say actors just want to be movie or TV stars, and live as glamorous prima Donna's.  People say that the top actors make way too much money.  These things are true for some actors.  But then there are the hardcore, devoted actors.  They take a writer's characters, described only in words, or maybe simple drawings in some cases.  The great actors flesh out and literally become those fictional characters, taking the rest of us on a believable journey, for an hour, two hours, maybe through a whole TV series.  That's a pretty amazing thing to be able to do well.  Val Kilmer was one of the greatest at this.  Rest in Peace, Mr. Kilmer in whatever realm the greatest move into after an inspiring journey here on planet Earth.  

Here are the main roles that made me a big fan of Val Kilmer's work.



The Saint- 1997- Simon Templar- trailer  He played about 15 different roles in this movie.










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Tuesday, April 1, 2025

A YouTuber in Canada lives in an abandoned bank. Is this one answer to the housing affordability crisis?


This is definitely not my taste in interior design, but I love her creativity and way of making this place uniquely her own.  DIY content creator Mariane Plaisance and her boyfriend live in an old bank building in Montreal, Canada, which she has completely redecorated inside.  We have a growing number of commercial buildings now losing money, and many standing vacant or fully abandoned.  In addition, there's a major affordability crisis in housing across the U.S., Canada, and some other countries.  Is living in a remodeled commercial building an answer to these problems?  Maybe.  

What would your dream house look like?  Think about it for a moment.  Where would it be?  What color would it be?  How many bedrooms and bathrooms would it have?  If money was no object, would you have a gigantic mansion on a hilltop?  Would it be way out in the country?  In the mountains?  In the middle of a city where the urban action is?  Would you have a home theater?  A huge swimming pool?  Would you have droids to wait on you?  The ultimate open kitchen? A slideA fire pole between floors?  Would your master bedroom be underwater?  When it comes to customizing a living space, there have been all kinds of amazing and ridiculous homes built throughout history, particularly for people with more money than they knew what to do with.    

Today, a quarter of the way through the 21st century, we are decades into a long transition period in society.  The late futurist Alvin Toffler called it The Third Wave, in his 1980 book with that title.  He and his wife believed we were leaving the industrial-based society of the last 350 or so years, and moving into an information-based society.  He wrote several books explaining how this massive transition in society might play out, as he explains in this interview from 2007.  

Forty-five years after Toffler published The Third Wave, I believe we are now reaching the point of peak change in the transition the Tofflers wrote about.  In 2025 we have a major housing affordability crisis in the U.S., Canada, and several other countries.  Here in the U.S., we also have a major homeless problem that has grown exponentially in the last 20 or 25 years.  At the same time, because of the Industrial Age to Information Age transition Toffler wrote about, we have tens of thousands of commercial buildings that are no longer viable for their original purposes.  Thousands of these structures, ranging from small houses to entire sports stadiums, have been abandoned.  First there were abandoned factories and some warehouses, then came houses in those cities, then retail storefronts in small towns, larger abandoned stores, dead malls, and now a growing number of abandoned older office buildings, in nearly every city in the U.S..  

I've been writing about this issue of empty buildings on my Substack site, in a series of pieces called Simulpocalypse.  One of my main reasons for writing this series is to dive into this topic is to try and figure out how we could actually put many of these buildings to new, cool, viable uses for today's world.  

That's where Mariane, in the video up top, and her renovated bank turned into a work and living space, comes in.  This is a great example of how someone turned a vacant commercial building into a cool, funky, whimsical, and YouTube studio and unique home.  I think this type of thing can be done in many, many more instances, if we can get through the issues of evaluating a building's current true value, local red tape, outdated zoning laws, and the other things keeping thousands of other under used and vacant buildings from finding new uses for today's world.  

Mariane and her boyfriend bought the old bank for about $500,000 U.S. dollars, in Montreal, where the median home price is about $600,000.  So they held out, as the price dropped, and made an offer, so they got the property for less than the median price of a home there.  The bank has about 3,500 square feet, which I bet is much larger than the average house size.  At half a million U.S. dollars, this isn't a super cheap place to live.  But it is less than an average house there.  Now imagine if you had a somewhat larger building, and had several people sharing it, two or three couples or several single people, each creating their own living space (and work space) in the building.  You could bring everyone's living expenses down quite a bit.  

I've been writing about "the coming recession" for several years now, since some long term trends suggested this next recession would bring a huge level of change throughout society.  Here in the U.S., we have a major housing affordability problem, particularly for Millennials and young Generation Z, just entering their working life.  At the same time, we have what I'm now calling the "Simulpocalypse," a growing number of vacant commercial buildings across the U.S..  

There are a handful of people living in commercial buildings who have videos here on YouTube.  Not many.  As this recession deepens, and as commercial real estate continues to tank in retail and office particularly, some people will figure out how to live in some of these spaces.  I'm not talking about the large adaptive reuse projects that cost tens of millions of dollars, but average people realizing that if they have a small business of some kind, they can rent an old store front or industrial unit for half as much money as a decent apartment.  

Yes, zoning is an  issue, but vacant properties getting tagged, vandalized, invaded by drug addicts or other homeless people, and possibly catching fire are other, often bigger issues.  There will inevitably be property owners willing to lease to people who run a small business and live in their vacant stores, warehouses, or office buildings, just to get some income.  Other people will be desperately trying to get out of buildings, and will take some weird offers to sell these properties.  While I don't see this as the biggest answer to housing affordability, I think this is likely to be a quiet trend over the next several years.  Time will tell if I'm right about that or not.  

"New ideas need old buildings."

Did you check out the video embedded at the top?  Mariane is French Canadian, if you haven't figured that out yet by her accent, and her DIY YouTube channel is in French, and it's called 2e peau.  Her work as a DIY content creator led both to how the couple could afford to buy this building, and to the nature of her amazing renovations and redecorating of this building.  As millions of people struggle to afford decent places to live, will more people start renting or buying commercial building to live in, or create live/work places tapped into today's internet-based business world?  I think it's definitely a possibility.

If you read my blog or Substack, you know that I've been living homeless for many years now.  So why am I so interested in abandoned commercial buildings?  Well, for one, let's just say I've become much more sensitized to today's housing issues, because of my own struggles to make a decent living and find housing, starting with my taxi driving days, about 25 years ago.  But there's more to it than that.  I've had this weird dream of living in a converted industrial building since I was a kid.  It started with a womanizing TV detective when I was about 12-years-old.  

At 20:46 in this episode of the 1978 TV show Vegas, we see private eye Dan Tanna drive his classic Ford Thunderbird into his apartment, with a flat tire.  This clip leads into a long scene in his "apartment."  In the show, Tanna lived in an industrial building out near the Las Vegas airport, and he would drive his car right into the living room.  Like pretty much every 1970's private detective on TV, Dan Tanna was a hero every week, and a consummate ladies man, in the James Bond tradition.  But it was that cool apartment in the old industrial building that I always thought was the coolest part of the show.  

In the 1986 bicycle messenger movie Quicksliver, starring Kevin Bacon, Jack and his ballet dancer girlfriend live in a spacious loft, the quintessential artist's loft.  In this corny road bike freestyle/dance scene, he's riding around their apartment, trying to distract his girlfriend from her ballet practice.  Yes, it's a stereotypical, 1980's, corny, romantic, movie montage.  But this is one really cool loft apartment.  By the time Quicksilver came out, I was a hardcore BMX freestyler, and this cool loft built on the dream I had, started by Dan Tanna's industrial building apartment Vegas.  The dream of living in a funky, cool, industrial building someday, where I could ride my bike or park my car in my "living room," kept growing in my head.  I'll be honest, that dream still exists.  I'm probably not the only one who has imagined living in some old industrial building transformed into my own cool, personal live/work space.  

My dream actually happened, sort of, back in 2005.  I was working as a taxi driver, scraping by week to week, paying about $600 every week to lease my cab, and putting another $300 or more in the gas tank, every week.  After paying my expenses, I didn't have enough money to rent a decent room or apartment.  So I lived in my taxi, 6 1/2 years total, and took showers at the gym.  I got a cheap motel room once a week, usually on Sunday nights, because business was slow.  I'd watch a little TV, eat a cheap pizza, and get 10 or 11 hours of good sleep.  After working 70-80 hours a week, all seven days, one night of good sleep did wonders.  

Another taxi driver, a guy named Richard, had an indie art gallery in an industrial unit in Anaheim, the AAA Electra 99 Art Gallery and Co-op.  He made me an offer one day.  The deal was that he would let me live in the art gallery during the week, and I would drive his taxi all weekend, from Friday afternoon until early Monday morning.  I took the deal.  I moved into the gallery, and suddenly had 4 days off.  I worked long hours on the weekend, and lived with a mama cat and her six kittens in the gallery Monday through Friday afternoon.  It was in that place that I invented my Sharpie Scribble Style of drawing and shading with markers.  That drawing technique now provides most of what little income I earn now.  I lived in the gallery for 8 or 9 months, then went back to full time driving in the cab, hoping to rent an apartment at some point.  

Living in an indie art gallery was pretty damn cool, and jump started my creativity, which was non-existent, for about three years, when I moved in.  I became a visual artist in that crazy little gallery.  I've now sold over 100 large drawings, in the last ten years.  I didn't see that coming when I moved into the gallery, in the late summer of 2005.  I didn't have a BMX bike, and I was really out of shape then.  So I didn't do any freestyling in my "living room."  I didn't have a car then, either.  Electra did have a big roll-up door in the back, but the stage was right there, where garage bands played on the weekends.  So I couldn't pull my car into the living room.  

So in my weird head, the dream of a really cool live/work art studio/gallery/apartment housed in a commercial building still lives on.  Personally, I need to sell my drawings for a lot more money to make that happen.  But who knows?  Maybe someday the dream will come true... again.  As for the millions of people looking for a reasonable place to live, I think we will see more people figuring out ways to live in vacant commercial buildings since there are thousands of them sitting vacant or underused across North America.  If this idea appeals to you, check out some of the links in this post for further ideas.    

I'm doing most of my writing on Substack these days, though I still do a post here on the blog once in a while.  Check out the whole Simulpocalypse series on Substack, all about the growing number of struggling and abandoned homes and buildings in the U.S..  

Saturday, March 22, 2025

I would much rather die decades early as a homeless man than to be part of the "educated elite"


I just stumbled across this talk, and Mr. Brooks gives one of the most brutally honest explanations of Western society I have ever heard.  

For over 23 years now, I've had a tremendous amount of outside pressure put on my life.  I've been unable to make a decent living since the beginning of this century.  I had no idea where this pressure was coming from.  There were a lot of conservative people coming into my life early on, and a fair amount of evangelical and fundamentalist Christians back in 2002-2006.  The "Christian Right" seemed the best name to put on those invisible power brokers who were putting great pressure on my life.  

Ultimately, I was pushed out of California, and to North Carolina, where my family had wound up living.  I was pushed away from BMX freestyle, the weird little action sport that gave my life meaning.  It became apparent that somebody, somewhere wanted me to live my life in a completely different way.  Once I got to North Carolina, some people around me were told I had some incredibly high IQ score that no one had ever told me about.  That may or may not be true.  I still don't know, and I hate the entire idea of IQ scores at this point.  It's a test score people, one test on one day, nothing more.

These past 23+ years have pushed me in ways I could have never imagined, and I figured out who I am, and who I am not.  While it's still not totally clear, it appears some small group, part of the "educated elite" that Mr. Brooks talks about in the speech above, are the people who have been pushing me in directions I had absolutely no interest in for more than 23 years.  I think I was supposed to "realize" in North Carolina that I had wasted my whole life by doing tricks on a "little kid's bike," and that I should go to college, grow up, and become a part of the East Coast establishment.  I did not enroll in college in North Carolina.  In fact, the exact opposite happened. 

After more than 23 years of this bullshit, I have no intention of ever going to college.  Not going to college was one of the best decisions I've ever made.  I do not want to EVER set foot in the entire state of North Carolina for the rest of my life.  I refuse to live in ANY conservative state.  I would much rather die in my late 50's or early 60's as a homeless man in California, than to have ANY association with the "educated elite" that Mr. Brooks speaks of in the talk above.  I want nothing to do with any of those people, any of their institutions, their religions, or anything else they are a part of.  

I would rather die as a penniless homeless man in California that to be a part of their "elite."  I want to earn a living here in Southern California as a writer, artist, and hopefully a video producer again, someday.  I want to pay rent for my own apartment.  I want to work smart and hard, doing projects I'm interested in.  I want to go goof around on a BMX bike for an hour or two every evening, after a good day's work.  That is success to me.  NOTHING else is success to me.  The educated elite of the world have nothing to offer me, they have nothing I want.  They can't seem to understand this.  So I will probably die in the next two or three years as a homeless man.  That's fine with me.  

Thursday, February 27, 2025

Simulpocalypse: The growing number of abandoned and post-apocalyptic looking places...


Here's one of the many videos on YouTube looking at a handful of the abandoned places across the U.S..  There are literally MILLIONS of vacant houses in this country, and tens of thousands of abandoned commercial buildings, dilapidated factories, vacant stores, dead malls, recently vacant office buildings, and post-apocalyptic looking places in the United States.  There are many more around the world.  

Simulpocalypse- (SIGH-mole-pock-a-lips) is a word I coined to describe how the United States has a growing number of vacant and abandoned buildings, and post-apocalyptic looking locations, while normal, everyday society goes on simultaneously, as if it isn't happening.


Kids from the 1960's and 1970's, late Baby Boomers and Gen X kids like myself, grew up being told that a worldwide nuclear apocalypse could wipe out civilization at any time.  That's a thought that can put a damper on your vision of the future.  We saw a growing number of post-apocalyptic TV shows and movies as we grew up, ranging from the original Planet of the Apes movie from 1968, to the early Mad Max movies, and films like Damnation Alley, which featured the coolest RV ever.  As kids then, we regularly had drills where we had to get under our school desks, which is what we were supposed to do if a nuclear missile was about to destroy our town.  Really.  Yes, we realized the school desk wouldn't really help, we would all be blown to smithereens, but no one seemed to care.  

Now it's the year 2025, us Gen Xers are middle aged, about 50 years into "the future" of our childhood selves.  Guess what, we have never had a full scale, worldwide nuclear apocalypse.  That's a good thing.  Yet... somehow... we have thousands of places in the U.S. alone that are abandoned, or now look post-apocalyptic.  Places like this, and this, and even this.  How the hell did that happen?  

Why do we have so many post-apocalyptic looking places if we've never had a nuclear apocalypse?  Or any apocalypse?  Most of these individual locations are now abandoned for financial reasons, and some are abandoned because of environmental events, or a combination of both.  Most people don't realize just how many of these places there are.  There are over 12 million vacant houses in the U.S. at any given time.  That number includes vacation homes, second homes, and houses that are for sale or are short term rentals currently empty.  But there are lots of completely abandoned houses as well.  

Detroit has over 70,000 abandoned buildings according to Google search results.  Flint, Michigan has 24,000 according to Google.  Gary, Indiana has over 10,000 abandoned buildings, and Youngstown, Ohio has 740.  Gary only has a population of 69,000 people these days, and Youngstown has 60,000 people.  These are four cities, all in the Midwest, that were hit exceptionally hard by the factory closings of the late 1970's, 1980's, and 1990's.  But not all the abandoned places in the United States are in old, rundown industrial towns and cities in the Midwest and The South.  I live in the San Fernando Valley, just north of Los Angeles.  This is high priced real estate in Southern California.  There's a recently closed Guitar Center store a couple of blocks from me right now, and an abandoned small office building next to it.  That office building has been vacant for a couple of years, or more.  There's a dead mall, almost entirely abandoned, a few miles from here.  This is really expensive commercial real estate.  Even here, in dramatically high priced SoCal, there are plenty of vacant and abandoned buildings.  Obviously, the huge areas devastated by the recent Pacific Palisades and Alta Dena fires in this region have added 12,000 more burned buildings to the list.  

When I write about the Simulpocalypse, I'm not talking about these recent tragedies, most of which will ultimately be rebuilt.  I'm talking about the thousands of other vacant and abandoned factories, dead malls, empty houses, vacant office buildings, and other dilapidated buildings all over our country.  There are so many of these places, that Millennials and Gen Z people started exploring and documenting them, a hobby and movement called Urban Exploring or UrbEx.  

On my Substack site, where I write in more depth about a variety of subjects, I've started a series of posts about the Simulpocalypse.  I'm looking into the different aspects of this phenomenon, coming at the subject from many different angles.  Why are these places abandoned?  Why is this happening now?  What kinds of places have been abandoned?  What forces led to all these empty spaces?  Are any of these places being re-imagined and rebuilt?  If this sounds interesting to you, take a look.  The first three posts are up now, and you can check them out at the links below.   





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Friday, February 7, 2025

The beginning of an action sportspocalypse??? GT Bikes is on "Pause," and Quicksilver, Roxy, Billabong, and Volcom have gone bankrupt...


This is a pre-pandemic Volcom surf video from about 2019, featuring surfer Noa Deane.  This past Sunday, Liberated Brands, the company the owns most of Quicksilver, Billabong, Roxy, Volcom and other brands, filed for Chapter 11 bankruptcy.  

I'm going to dig into this overall issue in more detail.  But for now, most of you know that GT Bikes "paused" operations, dropped sponsored riders, and laid off people last month.  Now Liberated Brands, the holding company for Quicksilver, Roxy, Billabong, Volcom, RVCA, Element (skateboards), DC Shoes, VonZipper, Honolua, and Board riders filed for Chapter 11 bankruptcy this past Sunday and Monday.  Check out this article, and this article for more details.  

Here's a cool video looking at GT's glory days, their troubled path, and where they are, and may go next... if they surprise.  

For what it's worth, this is post #1,043 on this blog.  

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Friday, January 31, 2025

L.A. Strong- The Fire Aid concert and my "After the Fire" poem



The Red Hot Chili Peppers singing "Under the Bridge," a very personal song written by Anthony Keidis, about his home, the City of Angels, Los Angeles, California.  Fire Aid benefit concert, January 30, 2025.  The concert was a benefit for all the thousands of people affected by the terrible Pacific Palisades and Alta Dena fires of January 2025.  

Thank you firefighters!  
I watched them save the area I live in now, on the ground and in the air.  Thank you for your hard work.



Here are some of the ROCK highlights from the Fire Aid L.A. concert (These song/set videos are getting taken down or seriously shadow banned, but I'll link the best ones I can find now)

Nirvana Reunion- 4 songs- Surviving Nirvana members plus singers St. Vincent, Kim Gordon, Joan Jett, and Violet Grohl





P!nk sings Led Zepplin (cell phone video/poor quality)




A poet for most of my life, I wrote this poem while the fires were still burning. This is a rewrite of a poem I wrote while working with the Red Cross on the huge Rodeo Chedeski fires in Arizona in 2002. I lost that original poem.


After the fire


I thought it was a nightmare

When I awoke

It couldn’t be real

Some kind of tragic joke

But there I stood

Amid the char

The house, my life

Even my car

The grass crunched black

Beneath my shoes

I had my family

But no idea what to do

Lost… the house, furniture

Our pictures and things

We had each other, the kids

And our wedding rings

Everything got blurry

I could still smell the smoke

With a charred 9 iron

I began to poke

I hoped for something

Some item dear

To have survived the inferno

A small reason to cheer


Soot, ashes, charred pieces of wood

Shattered picture frames

I wanted not to cry, I wanted hope

I wanted someone to blame

Our home, now ruins

It just couldn’t be real

I found nothing to pick up

I didn’t know how to feel

The skeletons of trees

In our backyard

Black, crisp, and silent

Everything was charred

I rubbed my eyes

I screamed loud at God

Why did this happen?

It was all just too hard

That’s when I saw it

A single green blade of grass

A shoot of life among the black

The future surging from the past

I walked closer

By the sliver of green, I froze

Against the forces of hell

That blade of grass rose

It couldn’t shout or scream

That shoot simply grew

If that blade of grass could start over

I realized we could come back, too

It was tough, the weeks after

We began anew, step by step

The memory of that blade of grass

I clung to and kept

Each day a bit of progress

To replace the life we had lost


Little things meant much more now

We struggled, but it was worth the cost

Each new day we woke up

Then we figured out what to do

If that single, green blade of grass could grow back

We knew that we could, too


-The White Bear


(aka Steve Emig)

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Wednesday, January 22, 2025

$10,000 Investment Challenge (paper trade) - 1/21/2025


 Apecoin.  Sold all the crypto in this paper trade experiment and bought more Apecoin.  Going to let them ride out the remainder of this crypto cycle...


This post is a paper trading (pretend) experiment, and should not be taken as financial advice.  Read the disclaimer above.

On December 11, 2023, I tried to open a crypto account, so I could get at least a little money into the market to take advantage of the current crypto cycle.  Because of my lame Obama phone, I wasn't able to transfer money into the account.  So I decided to do a paper trading experiment instead.  Here was the idea, " If I had $10,000 right now (12/11/2023), where would I invest it?"  Not just crypto, but any investment vehicle.  I began the paper trading experiment, a pretend account, then.  You can see the original post at this link.  I bought and sold a bit, and by March 11, 2024, this was my portfolio of cryptos:

.011995 BTC (Bitcoin)

.2259 Eth (Ethereum)

7.647 SOL (Solana)

56.931 AVAX (Avalanche)

74.962 DOT (Polkadot)

595.298 Matic (Polygon)

2,685.31 APE (Apecoin)

490.196  SAND(Sandbox)

510.204 MANA (Decentraland)

After March 2024, the portfolio was up about 40%, and I cashed out some of the positions, and bought other cryptos.  I saw no reason to "invest" in stocks, gold, or anything else.  From the very beginning, my timeline was what I believed would happen in crypto by late 2025 or early 2026.  That's still the timeline I'm following.  I just let everything ride, after March 2024.  

Yesterday, January 21, 2025, I decided to "sell" everything in this porfolio, except Apecoin, at the prices available about 12:45 pm Pacific time.  Again, this is just a pretend account, a "paper trading" experiment, to see how my ideas would perform.  Here are the prices I "sold" each crypto at yesterday (1/21/2025):

Bitcoin (BTC) - $105,950.64

Ethereum (ETH)- $3,308.78

Solana (SOL) - $253.79

Polygon (Matic) - $ .45

Sandbox (SAND)- $ .59

Decentraland (MANA) - $ .50

Polkadot (DOT) - $6.70

Avalanche (AVAX) - $37.03

That pretend (again, this is a paper trading experiment) sale yielded $7,244.01, less 5% estimated gas fees, for a total of $6,881.81

That left my portfolio with just 2,685 Apecoin (APE)  

and $6,881.81 in cash

I took the proceeds and bought 6,000 more Apecoin (APE) at $1.03 each, which cost $6,180, plus a 5% gas fee, for a total of $6,489

So now, just over 13 months into my "$10,000 Investment Challenge" my portfolio consists of:

8,685.31 Apecoin (APE) 

and $392.81 cash in the account

Total value after 13+ months, Apecoin and cash, equals $9338.63

So the account is down about $660 from the original $10,000 at this point, but I'm 100% OK with that, since Apecoin is out of favor right now, and sitting at $1.03 per coin.  APE peaked at around $27, and hovered between $3 and $7 for much of its lifetime.  I have faith in Yuga Labs, creators of the Bored Ape Yacht Club NFT's, Mutant Ape NFT's, the Otherside NFT/gaming metaverse, and, of course, Apecoin, the unit of trade in all those realms.  So I'm going all in on Apecoin at this point for my $10,000 investment challenge.  Again, this is a paper trade, a pretend experiment, and should not be taken as financial advice.

Here are links to all the posts for my $10,000 Investment Challenge:

$10,000 Investment Challenge- December 11, 2023

$10,000 Investment Challenge- December 21, 2023

$10,000 Investment Challenge- February 21, 2024

$10,000 Investment Challenge- February 28, 2024

$10,000 Investment Challenge- March 11, 2024


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Saturday, January 18, 2025

Before Day 1 2025- Economic levels and prices As Donald Trump takes office in 2025


Tariffs.  Sweeping tariffs are a big, and widely feared, part of Donald Trump's agenda to start his second term as president of the United States.  It's Saturday, January 18th, 2025 as I'm writing this post.  Donald Trump takes office next Monday.  Will Trump's tariff plan work?  Will it help or hurt American consumers?  The teacher above from the movie Ferris Bueller's Day Off  (1987) explains to an enthralled high school class how tariffs didn't work well during The Great Depression.  But hey, that was 95 years ago.  Maybe they'll work this time.  Who knows?  

The pandemic response of 2020-2021, where the U.S. government tossed out about $6 trillion in "helicopter money" to nearly everyone, led to inflation soaring to over 9% officially (12 to 15% unofficially) in 2021 and 2022.  So a lot of people have been bitching about the higher prices, blaming them on president Biden.  As we head into a new, and very much different, administration, I thought it would be interesting to look at a bunch of prices and economic markers, so we can see how things changed in the coming few years.  

Economic and financial market levels on January 18th, 2025, the weekend before Donald Trump begins his second term.

U. S. Debt- $36,367,158,000,000  ($36.3 trillion dollars- U.S. Debt Clock

Debt per citizen- $106,943 (U.S. Debt Clock)

U.S. Federal Deficit- $2,004,446,000000  (Just over $2 trillion- U.S. Debt Clock)

Inflation- 

U.S. CPI (December 2024)- 2.9%  

Truflation- 2.85% (January 21, 2025- Truflation website)

U.S. Unemployment rates- 

U3 unemployment- 4.1% (December 2024)

U6 unemployment- 7.4% (December 2024)

Stock indices- 

Dow Jones Industrial Average- 43,487  (CNBC- close of market, Friday 1/17/2025)

Nasdaq 100 index- 19,630 (CNBC- close of market, Friday 1/17/2025)

S&P 500 index- 5,996 (CNBC- close of market, Friday 1/17/2025)

Economic benchmarks-  

10 year U.S. Treasury- 4.623% (CNBC- close of market, Friday 1/17/2025)

30 year fixed mortgage average- 7.11% (Google search answer)

WTI oil price per barrel- $78.04 (CNBC- close of market, Friday 1/17/2025)

Gold- $2,703 per Troy ounce (Gold-Eagle website)

Silver- $30.40 per Troy ounce (Gold-Eagle website) 

U.S. Dollar index- DXY- 109.405

Bitcoin- $104,197 per Bitcoin

Ethereum- $3,266 per Eth

Solana- $254.64

Euro to U.S. Dollar- 102.71  ($1.02 to 1 Euro- CNBC)

U.S. Dollar to Japanese yen- 156.3 yen- to 1 dollar

U.S. Dollar to Chinese yuan- 7.32 yuan- to 1 dollar

U.S. national average gas price- $3.12 (Gas prices AAA)

Stocks- 

Trump Media stock price- $40.03

"The Magnificent 7" stock prices

Nvidia stock price- $131.71

Apple stock price- $229.98

Microsoft stock price- $429.03

Alphabet (Google) stock price- $197.55

Amazon stock price- $225.94

Meta (Facebook) stock price- $612.77

Tesla stock price- $426.50  

Other stocks- 

McDonald's- $280.95

Walmart- $91.94

Target- $133.61

Ford Motor Company- $10.18

General Electric- $182.85

Stellantis- $12.88


Common food and household products- I checked these prices 1/21/2025

One gallon whole milk- $4.49 ($3.99 with card- Ralph's grocery store in Sherman Oaks, CA)

One dozen Grade AA Large Eggs- $8.99 (Ralph's in Sherman Oaks)

One pound of hamburger (80/20)- $6.49/lb.  (Ralph's in Sherman Oaks)

Box of Kellogg's Corn Flakes (Family size- 24 oz.)- $7.99 (Ralph's in Sherman Oaks)

McDonald's Big Mac- $5.89 (McDonald's in Sherman Oaks, higher price in Encino)

McDonald's Egg McMuffin- $4.69 (McDonald's in Sherman Oaks, higher in Encino)

4-pack of toilet paper (Angel Soft)- $5.49 (Ralph's in Sherman Oaks)

Jiffy Peanut Butter (creamy, 16 oz.)- $3.79


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Wednesday, January 15, 2025

Meat Loaf - Rock n' Roll Thespian



This video above is a "Celebration of Life" video made by Meatloaf's daughters, Pearl and Amanda, working with a filmmaker, one year after their father passed away.  Born Marvin Lee Aday, he changed his name to Michael Lee Aday, and was dubbed "Meat," by his father as a stocky toddler.  But to the rest of us he was the singer and actor called Meat Loaf.  He died at age 74 on January 20, 2022.

This song below was my introduction to Meatloaf, played on a ghetto blaster on the school bus in Holiday Lakes, outside of Willard, Ohio, on the way to junior high.  It was late 1977 or early 1978.  The spoken intro to this song blew our young minds.  "On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?"  



I've been a fan of Meat Loaf's music since high school, in the early 1980's.  But it was a weird series of events that led me to write this blog post.  I love it when that happens.  Since I have a dark sense of humor, I played several versions of the classic country song, "Ring of Fire" last Thursday.  I was hanging out down in Orange County for a couple of days when the horrific Palisades and Eaton fires, along with 4 or 5 smaller fires, sparked up during the Santa Ana windstorm last week (January 8 , 2025).  I've been living in the San Fernando Valley for about five years now, and when I got back, The Valley was surrounded by these fires.  When I got back on a computer, I listened to several songs about fire, before checking the news.

One of those versions of "Ring of Fire" I played, just to listen to myself, was June Carter Cash on the Johnny Carson (Tonight) Show in 1980, singing the original version she wrote and recorded.  Much to my surprise, June said Blondie had done a cover of the song.  Huh?  Blondie covered "Ring of Fire?"  So I had to look that up.  That led me to this video, Debbie Harry singing "Ring of Fire" with Blondie as a country band.  I had never seen, or even heard, of that version of the song before.  At the beginning of this video, Blondie kisses a guy in a cowboy hat on the cheek, and that guy is Meatloaf.  Following that lead, I learned Meatloaf starred in a movie called Roadie in 1980, featuring the band Blondie.  That was also news to me.  

Then I listened to one of the Meatloaf songs that popped up on the right side of YouTube.  That video brought up the tribute to Meatloaf by his daughters on the side of the screen, the video embedded at the top of this post.  Since I'm not writing many posts about my days in BMX freestyle anymore, the posts I do write on this blog often come from some random thing I find, or stumble into.  Like learning that Meatloaf  starred in a movie with Blondie where they covered "Ring of Fire."  Wandering through the interwebs, an idea for a blog post sparked in the little hamster wheel inside my brain, and a blog post was born.  

Digging into a singer I thought I knew pretty well, I found a whole bunch more work by Meat Loaf I didn't know existed, and that's what these blog posts are all about.  Meat Loaf got his start singing on Broadway in the play Hair, and went on to play Eddie in the The Rocky Horror Show stage play, and later in The Rocky Horror Picture Show movie, possibly the cult classic movie of all time.  Meat Loaf also performed in Shakespeare in the Park in New York City.  Auditioning for another play in New York City, he met playwrite and songwriter ,Jim Steinman, and a creative team for the ages was born.  Jim Steinman wrote all the songs for the album Bat Out of Hell, which launched Meat Loaf's singing career, a long with the later "Bat" albums, # 2 & 3.  

Meat Loaf sold over 100 million records.  The original Bat Out of Hell album has sold over 44 million copies alone.  He recorded 12 studio albums, 7 compilation albums, 1 EP, and put out 39 singles.  At age 46, his recording of the Steinman song "I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That)" went to #1 on the U.S. Billboard Hot 100 chart, it was #1 in 27 other countries, and won a Grammy.  In addition to recording and touring, Meat Loaf appeared in over 50 movies.  Through all of that, he was a husband and a dad to daughters Pearl and Amanda.  

Next Monday, January 20th, will be the second anniversary of Meat Loaf's death at age 74.  It's President's Day that day.  I don't think there's much on TV that day, so why don't you dive into all of these links below, and enjoy some of the work of this amazing artist, actor, and singer.  

Here's a look at some of the work Meatloaf did in his seven and a half decades on this planet.  

Music- Best known songs, all written by Jim Steinman


"Bat out of Hell"   (Over 44 million copies sold of Bat Out Of Hell album)

"Two Out of Three Ain't Bad" - with Melbourne Symphony Orchestra

"I'd Do Anything For Love"  (#1 in 28 countries and won Meat Loaf a Grammy)


"Objects in the Rearview Mirror" - Meat Loaf accompanied by Jim Steinman on piano



Interviews- 





Concert movies





Meat Loaf - Live in Sydney (Guilty Pleasure Tour) - 2011

Music- Other songs he sang over the years


"Torna a Sorrento" - duet with Luciano Pavarotti

"Jailhouse Rock" - Tribute to Elvis Presley

"Dead Ringer for Love" - 1980's duet with Cher

"Rock n' Roll Paradise" - with Todd Rundgren in 1982

"Mercury Blues - Gimme Shelter"  ("Gimme Shelter" is cover of The Rolling Stones song)


"Nowhere Fast"- early 1980's cover of the main song from the movie Streets of Fire 

"You Took the Words Right Out of My Mouth"  - with Rick Derringer on TV- 1987

Music videos he appeared in

Blondie- "Ring of Fire" - from the movie Roadie, which Meatloaf starred in

Talking Heads - "Wild, Wild Life" - That's either Meatloaf or John Goodman at 1:15, IMDB says it Meat Loaf, but it looks more like John Goodman to me

TV and Comedy



Movies Meat Loaf starred in

Roadie - 1980 (Full movie)

Dead Ringer the Movie- 1981 (Full movie)

Meat Loaf Hell and Back - TV movie- 2000

Movies Meat Loaf appeared in.  He appeared in more than 50 of them.   Let's start with two of the great cult classic movies of all time... Rocky Horror Picture Show and Fight Club



Fight Club - (1999) - Meatloaf played Bob

Wayne's World - Tiny, the doorman at a club

Spice World - Dennis, the tour bus driver



All of these links are only part of the work Meat Loaf did, and of what's now available to view online.



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Saturday, January 11, 2025

Fire storm Los Angeles- The Palisades, Eaton, and other wildfires of January 2025


This is video of the early part of the firefight of the Pacific Palisades fire, from January 8th, 2025.  The fire was just beginning to spread rapidly at that point, with high winds, sometimes reaching 80 to 100 mph, pushing it through brush and homes, after a winter season with almost no rainfall for most of Southern California. 

As I write this post, just to document Los Angeles' most devastating fires ever, in loss of homes and structures, the Palisades Fire is one of several fires currently burning north of L.A..  This fire is still burning three days later, has burned over 21,000 acres, and is beginning to burn homes in Brentwood, far to the east, right now.  Well over a thousand homes and structures are burned to the ground in Pacific Palisades and Malibu.  I'm writing this post mostly as documentation of what's going on here.  

The other really big and devastating fire, the Eaton Fire, has burned over 17,000 acres in the Alta Dena and Pasadena area, one report says over 5,000 homes and structures have been lost.  Eleven people are known to have died in the fires at this point.  Both fires now (January 11, 2025) have 15% or less containment.  Here are more links, as these two big fires, and 3 or 4 smaller fires, rage on.  Winds have calmed today, allowing planes and helicopters to really get into action fighting the fires.  Stronger winds, offshore Santa Ana winds, are expected to pick back up tonight.  Here are more links:






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