Thursday, July 17, 2025

Mary's Monster- the story of Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley and the creation of "Frankenstein"


Mary's Monster: Love, Madness, and How Mary Shelley Created Frankenstein, the visual book by Lita Judge, is an incredible work of art.  It's a visual take on the story of Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, who wrote one of the most classic horror tales of all time, Frankenstein.  This book kept catching my eye at the local library, where I work every day.  Finally I picked it up and absorbed it.  I didn't just read it, it has over 300 incredible paintings, every page a full bleed to the edges.  I spent time checking out all the images that Lita Judge spent five years painting.  Mary's Monster is a haunting take on the tragic, yet incredible, life of Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley.

"At 17 I am already the mother of bones and daughter to a ghost."
-Mary Shelley, quoted in Mary's Monster

Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley saw far more than her share of tragedy in her life.  She was also a very intelligent young woman, and incredibly well read for a woman in the early 1800's.  Have any of you read Dante's Inferno?  I haven't.  But Mary Shelley read it, and other classics, as a teenager.  She wrote the novel, Frankenstein- or The Modern Prometheus, when she was only 18 and 19-years-old.  

Not only did she, as a young woman, write a novel that invented the concept of science fiction, it was a deep and brutal look at humanity, a brilliant social commentary that still stands up today.  She also created a fictional creature, Dr. Frankenstein's monster, that is still iconic today, 207 years later.  Frankenstein, her first novel, has been in print for the entire time since, over 200 years.  

After going through Mary's Monster twice, I realized that I needed to read the original Frankenstein.  It was not the book I thought it was, not even close.  We all have our pictures of the monster, big blocky head, bolts coming out of his neck, but those are from the endless series of movie, TV show, and Halloween versions of Frankenstein's monster.  The monster in Shelley's novel is much different, and highly intelligent.  Frankenstein, over 200 years later, is a brilliant novel, and it's a story of revenge and tragedy, but in a much different way than I thought.  I realized that, probably like many people, I didn't really know the story of Dr. Frankenstein, and his monster, at all.  

I've never been a big comic book or graphic novel reader.  Super heroes didn't do it for me as a kid.  No super hero was around when I could have used one as a kid, so I never got really into comics.  I was a nerd, but not a comic book nerd.  

Around age 30, though, I worked for a small furniture moving company in Huntington Beach, California.  Our moving company office was at a very unique shopping center called Sea Cliff, and there was a small comic book shop in the shopping center, a couple doors away.  On days when we finished up working early, I started going to the comic shop, and just browsing all the comics out then.  That was in 1996 and 1997.  I saw a bunch of comic series that were more interesting to me, stories that were not just super heroes in spandex with extraordinary powers.  There were much more complex and interesting stories being told in comics and graphic novels.  During that era, I read two Alan Moore classics, Watchmen and V for Vendetta, I read Neil Gaiman's The Sandman later on, some Spawn issues, and bought a few issues of Sin City, which had really cool black and white art.  There was one comic that I really loved, Seekers into the Mystery, written by J.M. DeMatteis.  I bought and read every single issue of that series.  That was is the best comic series I've read, personally.  I didn't get into any other graphic novels after that, but I'd check them out from time to time, to see if there were any other stories that interested me.  

Mary's Monster is not really a traditional graphic novel, it's a story told through a collection of paintings and a small amount of verse.  I'm not going to go into any more detail, but if this post interested you at all, find a copy of Mary's Monster, and check it out.  It's a great work of art telling an amazing true story.  You may get drawn into the tragic story of Mary Shelley, and maybe you'll wind up reading the actual novel, Frankenstein, like I did.  


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Tuesday, July 15, 2025

Canada... patiently waiting for Trump and MAGA to destroy U.S. so they can take over...


 Peacefully waiting, just to the north, Canada knows Trump and MAGA will continue to destroy the U.S. economy, then American society.  At some point Canadians will be able to take over, clean up the mess, and create a functional country out of what is now the United States.  It's only a matter of time.

Monday, July 14, 2025

I've been kicked off of Facebook (or hacked)


 I got into my Facebook account this morning, and went to click on a message, and got the whole, "Your computer is infected!" thing.  I'm on a library computer, so I just had to shutdown and restart it.  

I haven't been able to log directly into Facebook for months before this, I had to put in my phone number (for the phone that got stolen a year ago, I never got a new phone) log in indirectly for a while now.  In any case, I cannot log into Facebook at all now, and appear to have lost that account.  

The funny thing is, I don't really care.  Facebook has gone downhill so much in recent years, I don't even know if I want to bother getting a new account.  If you are someone I know, and find this because you can't contact me on FB, feel free to email me at stevenemig13@gmail.com to reconnect.  I'm still on Twitter (surprisingly) @steveemig43, and I'm still on Pinterest, which actually does have a message function, though I never check it.  Moving on.  


Blogger's note- 7/17/2025- I spent 20 minutes or more trying to get back on FB yesterday when this happened.  It kept saying my account no longer existed.  A couple hours later, I came back, got online, and tried again, just for the hell of it.  And I got back into my account.  I don't know what the fuck is going on...

Blogger's note- 10:18 am- 7/18/2025- OK, Now I'm blocked from getting into FB again.  The phone number they have is a phone that got stolen a year ago... long gone.  Jeeeeeez...



Monday, June 30, 2025

Edgar Cayce: The Most Documented Psychic in History


This documentary tells the basic story of the life of Edgar Cayce, best known as the most documented psychic in American, and probably all, history.  He lived from 1877 to 1945.  

In his 20's, Edgar Cayce learned to put himself into a trance-like state, where other people would ask him questions, and he would tap into some other levels of information, including something he called the Akashic Record.  Over 14,000 of these readings, as they were called, were documented by a stenographer, and then transcribed and organized.  The material covered was mostly health readings, to diagnose and find treatments for illnesses and injuries for thousands of different people.  But he also gave "life readings," which dove into the history of individual people.  It was those readings that spoke of past lives, reincarnation, ancient Egypt, the "lost" civilization of Atlantis, and many other topics.  

Edgar was a devout Christian throughout his whole life.  At age 13, he decided to read the Bible, the whole thing, start to finish.  During the rest of his life, he read the entire Bible once for every year of his life, 67 times in total.  He taught Sunday school from his teen years on.  He worked several different jobs, but spent many years working as a photographer with his own small shop.  He moved a few times around the eastern U.S., and at one point tried to use his abilities to strike it rich in the oil boom in Texas.  He married a woman named Gertrude, they had two boys, and eventually settled in Virginia Beach, Virginia, led by suggestions in his psychic readings.  

With the help of some investors from Wall street, he opened a small hospital in Virginia Beach, where people could be treated by doctors and nurses, using the treatments suggested in his health readings.  Thousands of people, including Edgar himself, and his oldest son, Hugh Lynn Casey, were helped by Edgar's health readings, through serious ailments and injuries.  When Edgar woke up from his readings, he had no idea what information had come through him, which is why a stenographer (a woman writing in shorthand, taking detailed notes) was necessary, to accurately compile the information received.    

Edgar's readings predicted the stock crash of 1929, earlier that year.  He predicted in the early 1900's that some day doctors would be able to take a single drop of blood and diagnose what's wrong with a patient.  He predicted that the obscure Jewish sect, the Essenes, would become more prominent in the future.  Many years later, the Dead Sea Scrolls were found in Israel, which shed light on the Essenes.  He also predicted things that didn't happen, like the Earth's poles shifting in the 20th century.  But he said that the future is not predestined, it can change, depending on what we do in the present.  

Near the end of his life, in the 1940's during World War II, Edgar Cayce did as many as 8 readings a day.  The readings took a lot out of him, and he pushed himself to physical exhaustion, while trying to help as many people as he could.  Edgar Cayce died in 1945, months before World War II ended, at age 67.  

Below are talks given by different scholars of Edgar Cayce's readings, on a few different subjects.  There are dozens more talks on many different subjects that came through the 14,000+ psychic readings of Cayce.  This post is just a little introduction into the life of this regular man who could tap, somehow, into extraordinary pools of information and knowledge.  

If you find him interesting, you can research more about him on your own.  You can also join the A.R.E., the non-profit Association for Research and Enlightenment, which Cayce started late in his life, and which continues on today.  The link to their website is below.  There are also several books, most published in the mid 20th century, on different subjects, based on information in his many readings.  

Tuesday, June 24, 2025

Half a million page views and over 1050 posts...


This blog just crossed the 500,000 page view threshold.  Cool.

As I said in the post a couple of days ago, I don't know where the big chunks of page views are coming from.  This has been happening over the last 1 1/2 to two years, maybe.  This blog has 1,062 posts, but there are a few I started and never finished, so the real number is 1,050 to 1,055 published posts, just on this blog.  This blog has about 200,000 or so "normal" page views, which is damn good for a weird, niche blog.  Then it has around 300,000 page views that have come in big chunks, thousands in a day, from around the world.  Bots?  AI searches?  People using VPN's to check it out?  Something else?  I don't know.  

On all the blogs I've done since my first, really lame, taxi blog in 2007, I've written somewhere over 2,800 blog posts, most pretty meaty, at least 400-500 words, sometimes more than 1,000 words.  Those assorted blogs have pulled in over 800,000 total page views.  For all intents and purposes, I've made almost no money off of all of that writing.  I have a handful of people that support me on Patreon, about $65 a month total, for a year and a half or so.  A number of people have given me small amounts here and there, mostly because I've been homeless much of the time I've been blogging.  I really do appreciate that support, and I thank all of you who have read my posts, and helped me out.  

I have sold well over 100 Sharpie Scribble Style drawings, many of them to readers of this blog, over the last ten years.  But that income isn't directly from the blog itself.  I've written all these posts because I enjoy doing them, and because I wasn't able to find "a real job" for many years, after working as a taxi driver.  So I had a lot of time on my hands.  

I'm building up my Substack site, which is designed to actually earn money as a writer, and I'm working to earn a decent income from that, at some point.  I will shamelessly ask all of you for your support on Substack (probably about $7 a month or so) when I can get a bank account, and the other things needed to get the paid subscriptions working.  

Thanks again for checking out my blog!  Again, I don't know where these big groups of views are coming from, but the counter hit half a million.  I'll keep adding a post now and then here, as I write mostly on Substack.  So check out my Substack for longer, in depth posts on a bunch of different subjects. 


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Right when I noticed the number of views, we had a little earthquake, a 2.7, right under this part of The Valley.  It felt like someone picked up the library a couple inches and dropped it.  I'll take that as a thumbs up from the Earth on hitting a big blog milestone.  Thanks again... enough babbling... onward!

Steve Emig
The White Bear
June 24, 2025 

Saturday, June 21, 2025

I honestly don't know what's going on with the page views on this blog... as it creeps towards 500,000


 AI?  Bots?  Thousands of people finding this blog while using VPN's?  I don't know.  Steve Emig: The White Bear blog has about 200,000 "normal" page views, and now nearly 300,000 in huge chunks from all over.  I spend most of my time and effort on my Substack now, and just put up blog posts here once in a while.  If anyone knows what's going, let me know.  






Friday, June 20, 2025

People living in commercial buildings and alternative scenarios to save money or create dream homes


When it comes to alternative living spaces, there's one that goes way back.  Ever wonder just exactly what it was like down in Oscar's trash can on Sesame Street?  Of course you did.  It turns out Elmo got a quick peak at it once.  

As a grubby little kid who didn't care much about cleanliness, I definitely could relate to Oscar the Grouch on Sesame Street a bit.  When the drama was high in my house, there seemed times when living in a trash can like Oscar might be a good idea.  I'm only half joking.  Alternative housing, when you live in a tense household, was appealing as a kid.  I couldn't wait to grow up, make money, and have my own place to live.  OK, things didn't play out quite like I expected.  As a result, I have lived in a wide range of "non-normal" living situations, as well as several cool apartments and houses, in my adult life.

It was the late 1970's TV detective, Dan Tanna, who really turned me on to the idea of living in a commercial building.  In the TV private detective show, Vegas (See 20:06, 30:38, 38:14). Tanna lived in a warehouse/industrial building in Las Vegas, and drove a classic, red, 1957 Ford Thunderbird into his living room.  When I was 12 or 13 years old, that seemed like the coolest bachelor pad ever.  Tanna, being a TV detective, was always surrounded by beautiful women, which added to the idea.  My dad, a serious car guy in his younger years, owned a red, 1955 Ford T-bird, and two 1957 T-Birds, which was another reason Dan Tanna seemed super cool to me, as a kid.    

A few years later, and about 1,500 miles west, in Boise, I got into BMX bike racing and freestyle while I was in high school.  A year after I graduated high school, in 1985, my family moved to San Jose, California.  With no money for college, and with BMX freestyle being the driving force in my life then, I started publishing a BMX freestyle zine, financed by my low wage job at Pizza Hut.  Old School BMXers remember that the BMX movie Rad came out in 1986.  The whole plot of Rad seemed pretty hokey to me, but it was cool that BMX made it onto movie screens.  

Another bicycle movie came out about the same time, the Kevin Bacon movie Quicksilver It was about a stock broker who loses big, goes broke, and becomes a bicycle messenger in San Francisco.  Personally, I liked Quicksilver better than Rad.  In that movie, Jack and his girlfriend lived in a big, industrial loft turned into an apartment.  Again, that just seemed like a really cool place to live.  I thought, "if I lived there, I could freestyle in my living room."  It wasn't like I suddenly started dreaming of living in an industrial building, it was just something that seemed cool, and the idea stuck in the back of my head.  

Years later, as I lived in a bunch of different places with BMXers, and backyard ramps became a thing, the idea grew.  In addition, I was living cheap all through the 1990's.  During that era, I was working odd jobs, reading dozens of books, and just trying to work through my shyness and personal issues.  Then, after an injury in 1999, I wound up living in a taxi, and in a whole lot of unusual places, in the early 2000's, and beyond.  In high school, I had expected to live a pretty typical life.  But BMX took me off in another direction, and I'm glad it did.  Over my adult years, I've lived in two houses with 10 or more roommates at a time, in an office, in RV's, in an indie art gallery, in an industrial building, in my personal car and several taxis, and a whole bunch of different homeless scenarios, ranging from shelters, to a tent in the woods for several months.  It definitely wasn't the plan, but I became very experienced at cheap and "alternative" living situations.  

Now it's 2025, and nearly everybody, at every income level, is complaining about how high rent and mortgage payments are.  And they are right.  Mortgage and rent affordability is worse than it has been for most of your lives.  For a while now, I've been writing a series on my Substack site about the tens of thousands of vacant and abandoned buildings in the United States.  I call this issue the "Simulpocalypse."  You can check my Substack posts, to learn more about that idea.  At this point, after many years in and out of homelessness, I just want to find a decent place to live and work.  But that old idea has grown.  Getting an industrial or warehouse building large enough to create a live/work/art studio place, one big enough to put a mini ramp inside, sounds really, really cool.  It will probably never happen, but the dream is still there.  

In any case, housing affordability is a huge issue for millions of people now, not just me.  At the same time, there are more and more warehouses, industrial buildings, stores of different sizes, and now entire office buildings, becoming vacant.  One possible option to save money on housing, or to build a dream house scenario, is to look to these vacant and abandoned commercial buildings, sitting empty around the country.  

It turns out YouTubers seem to be leading the charge with this idea.  I think we're heading into a long, pretty gnarly, recession. I think people finding cool ways to live in vacant urban and commercial buildings will grow into a decent sized trend.  It's not the only option to save money on housing, but it's one interesting option that's out there today.  As traditional homes and apartments have become more and more expensive, a huge number of commercial buildings have become vacant, even totally abandoned.  Many are much cheaper to lease than apartments in the same area.  Sure, you're not supposed to live in commercial buildings.  But building owners need tenants, and some may let a decent tenant live in the building, and not sweat it, so they have some rent coming in.  

So here are a bunch of different people who are, or have lived in, commercial buildings, in one way or another.  Check out the ones that sound interesting.  






OK, enough of the crazy places, here are some much more down to Earth homes in commercial buildings and other alternative living spaces.  





This real estate investor "became homeless," and lived in his office to save money, after the real estate market crashed, during the Great Recession.  He credits the time spent living in the office with helping him to get his business going strong again.  









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Mary's Monster- the story of Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley and the creation of "Frankenstein"

Mary's Monster: Love, Madness, and How Mary Shelley Created Frankenstein,  t he visual book by Lita Judge, is an incredible work of art....